موت کی تلاش میں

موت کی تلاش میں

ابھی اور جینا ہے

,زندگی سے ابھی روح کشید کرنی ہے

! ابھی مجھے جینا ہے

 

اسی جینے کی کشمکش میں

مجھے پِھر مرنا ہے

میں کون ہوں؟ راہِ زیست کی طلب کیا ہے؟

ابھی مجھے یہ جاننا ہے

اور اس کے لئیے خوف کو آنسوؤوں سے مٹانا ہے

ماضی کو مٹا کر

اپنا کَل چمکانا ہے

موت کی تلاش میں

ابھی اور جینا ہے

اسی جینے کی کشمکش میں

!مجھے پِھر مرنا ہے

I have just written sort of transliteration or whatever you may want to say in response to “In Search of death” written by TM in mid of November’05.

Actually was feeling utterly depressed as the second last episode of Charmed just came, and I’ve just gone so much fond of it, that now I really feel low. Yeah, you must be laughing at this crap but really …! Phoebe and Paige have died and lately, I’ve just noted that on any death display in any film or drama I just can’t stop my tears. Anyhow, going it’s very late now and feeling even worst after it’s re-telecast!
wassalam

Comments (14)

VaqasJune 8th, 2006 at 12:48 am

No Comments

TalhaJune 8th, 2006 at 9:09 am

Kioon Vaqas, why no comments?

AsmaJune 8th, 2006 at 9:50 am

Lolz :) Ok!

HammadJune 8th, 2006 at 6:23 pm

nice piece of text, but I dont read these sad ones! b’coz these close to death ones! coz i believe in living a life which is itself a blessing given once from our God, I consider losers who said these kind of words and sentences..coz we should only believe in our God Almighty…

About Alchemist…..I heard a lot about it but didnt even touched it, but reading here I will surely have a touch of it !! Right now I am reading Harry Potter and the order of phoenix….which has already taken a weak.

AsmaJune 9th, 2006 at 9:01 am

@hammad: if you havent read then how do u know it’s a nice piece :) ok I assume the loser part was for TM :D

Lolz, still reading HP … good … :)

kawabJune 9th, 2006 at 5:53 pm

the more i read ur blog the more i get impress by ur talentss….

saraJune 10th, 2006 at 1:43 am

Hi
Well i like charmed too.Actually i love it.i think its reallyy sad tht Phoebe died too.You know if u keep watching the shows regularly,u actuallly get attached with characters.i remember whn coel died in i think the second season and phoebe was left alone since she herself killed Coel coz he was the source,i literally cried in tht episode.So dont worry u are not alone in this!!:)Anywayz I am re-watching all the seasons again.Do u like Rosewell!!

AsmaJune 10th, 2006 at 9:44 pm

@zee: khuda nakhwasta …. woh kiyun :D

@saraah: Oh so good to see your comment … i cried on that episode tooo … i just loved cole so much :) yeah u r really right if you watch something so much and witth so much love and joy … it becomes part of you :) now onl the last episode is left that will come this tuesday … i was watching the same season in which cole was there tooo on MBC 4 channel, but that season is also finished so seems like 2-3 months would go without Charmed … Well, i just watched 3-4 episode of rosswell … then season khatam hogaya shayd … at the moment i dont think so kissi channel pay araha hay … is it???

ShiraziJune 11th, 2006 at 3:14 am

Mali ke naheen?

saraJune 12th, 2006 at 2:56 am

heyz!!Well looks like u have almost the same interests as i do:).You can watch the episodes of Rosswell on Channel ONE of Dubai.they are showing all the seasons of Rosswell from the beginning.The one coming on MBC 4 is over and i am not sure if tehy are going to show the next season.The season of Charmed coming on MBC 4 is over and i think they will show the next season after 3 or 4 months since they have started POpular in its place.Its just like when season of Alias ended they started Charmed.and they still havent shown the next season of Alias.I hope they show it soon.WEll nowadays i am watching the Rosswell on Channel One.If u have tht channel then u can watch it sat to wed at 11:00AM.Dubai timing. :)

AsmaJune 12th, 2006 at 11:14 am

@Shirazi: Mali … kaun mali :) or if you want to write marri kay nahiin :D … not yet!

@Sara: oh yeah I guess the same tooo :) our likes are quite alike …well, our cable wala only show MBC 4 …. sometimes others too … oh I love all the channels …MBC 1, 2 especially and 4 … yeah they’ve started season of some other movie, prior to it i was also watching alias :) i also watched the half of first season of charmed on mbc 2 i guess many months back … oh i wish they would never stop it :/

Take carez

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Mari SanamAugust 7th, 2006 at 6:38 am

hey, salaam – i’m learnin urdu – can actually read some of it… hey if you can for your future posts can you post literal or semi-literal translations of these poems… there really needs to be good urdu and urdu translational content on the web… thanks for postin somethin… it helps me to learn..

Sharon wellsAugust 8th, 2006 at 8:25 am

Hello, I am Sharon and I love to watch Charmed. I get to see 2 episodes each day. I really hated when Cole was destroyed. I don’t get the latest series, and had no idea that Phoebe and Paige die. I guess they are ending the series. What a shame, I look forward to it each day and tape it if I am gone.
I loved Zena too and really missed it when it was ended. I really didn’t like the way she died.
Know that your feelings are shared and lets remember how much we did enjoy spending time with these talented actresses. From Louisiana. USA

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