I Don’t Know …
Posted by mE on Nov 10, 2006Assalam o alaykum w.w.
Well, at last the long awaited job switch happened (well it was not awaited it came by itself just few interviews and yes it was there :/) … BTW I was thinking when I had no job and I was giving interviews here and there just after 3-4 interviews when I couldn’t make it anywhere I really became so much frustrated, discouraged and lost my heart on this idea of job … it makes you feel that you are just another worthless youth … and when you get one … then from no where opportunities start making ways … where were these opportunities when you had lost heart … the topic used to literally annoy me to such an extent in those 3-4 months of joblessness that I would become highly irritated … LOLZ that was one time … anyhow …
You always have fears and underline qualms and worries about new place … people … work … so same was the case with me … I reached the place bit early … and while waiting I messaged my loveliest friend this:
Asmoo feeling confused – nervous – alienated – sleepy – butterflies playing games inside me – 1st day new office – waiting for don’t know whom – haaye dear itni jaldi kiyun barray ho gayay hain hum …
Well then the HR came … he firstly gave me some forms to fill in … filling forms is something I like the most … why since at home if some form is to be filled abu always fill it always … so I never get the chance 
anyhow then he gave quite a detailed overview … then we actually went for a office roundup … met few people the usual salam dua and welcoming … so I guess by 11 or 12 I was finally settled in my place … and shoot my TL gave quite a detailed overview of some products and tools … shoot it was so complex … even paths and extensions were so complex that they were passing quite few miles above my head … some were hitting but mostly were passing … !
Till lunch hour I was a bad case of headache … old this and that memories … feeling stupid … confused … irritated of moi-self … and totally perplexed… lunch helped in soothing … I was quite spoiled at my previous place to drink lots of tea served rightly at your seat … shoot here I went, with thankfully a friend-cum-class-fellow working there already, to grab my first cup of tea at 4 … anyhow … by 6 I was turned into a complete “I don’t Know How am I felling” case … and still I’m that but as luck would have it Saturdays are off …
So I’m looking forward to a get-together with my friends … a treat they’re asking for months now … a happy weekend in the lovely weather of Islamabad … to get prepared for a busy … tough … hectic and God knows What week that’s coming ahead … !
I got time to read asmoo’s message much letter and it helped in boosting me up lot … I love you asma 
*Think good … asma … Think Good*
*I can Do It – Inshah Allah*
*Why do I like Desperate Housewives … It’s mazaydar ;)*
November 11th, 2006 at 12:50 pm
Congrats!!! the way you write is excellent. Keep it up & yeah you can think good. lol
November 11th, 2006 at 2:57 pm
all the best…and mubarak ho…
i not ust enjoy reading ur posts nut ur comments stand apart aswell..
keep thinking good..take care
November 11th, 2006 at 3:29 pm
Congrats …
November 11th, 2006 at 3:46 pm
Congratz !
You are making me worried, due to this job stuff
There are still three more years to go, before I get my first job, and I will actually feel all those pessimistic adjectives you have mentioned
November 11th, 2006 at 6:42 pm
Life is somewhat like a ‘Sine Curve’…I guess that’s what they mean when they say it has its own ‘ups and downs’…
Please don’t ’shoot’ so much lest you blow some unsuspecting soul’s brains out!
November 11th, 2006 at 7:18 pm
why is everyone congratulating thinking hard … this job is freaking me out … lolz :/
Pak Pics Lolz thanks
Ess Jee Now who has control on this *thinking* … unfortunately I dont have :> but lets see thankoo
Gh
congrats is loading ? …
Areeb Naah dont be worried so soon you’ve enough mids quizes projects and assigns to worry you off
do they … lolz 
SidhuSaaheb Lolz … shooting is good at time … naaah:P
November 12th, 2006 at 1:10 am
Dude all teh best!
Ab khoob dil laga key kaam kerna:-D
November 12th, 2006 at 3:55 pm
*Comes back as the ‘congrats’ are supposed to be loaded before the next post gets published!*
It was quite surprising for me that you remained unemployed for whole three months!?! Normally people find a job first and then leave their present employer. Whether you were on a contract in your previous job or you were an internee, in either case you had to search for the job beforehand. Anyway, Say’yanoo ka kahna hay kah: All is well that ends well! So nothing to worry about. May you have a nicer boss/colleagues, healthier working environment and better salary packages there. Another good thing is: Two days off in a week! *Cheers
And just feel free to take as much tea as you can. Perwa na karna kisi ki bhi :D.
November 12th, 2006 at 10:57 pm
Unaiza Haan jee bilkul :)jaisa aapka hukum :>
GH Lolz ok now this congrats is overly loaded
Naah after my intial 3 months internship I was jobless for some over 4 months time jobless as in jobless 
no job yaa’ani 
Hmmm Lets see hoping that things would be good or would turn good … maybe I’m fussing before hand … haaaa … chaeye … haan woh tu khair may nay kiya hi kissi ki perwaah karni hay … 
Thanks BTW
November 14th, 2006 at 6:58 pm
[...] Asma’s this post reminded of this | | | v Once I went to this Ice Cream factory for the sake of project. That guy left me in the freezing room and locked the door from bahar se. Instead of writing down something I kept wondering k if I’ll freeze to death here or if someone will really open up the door? Phir that guy came and asked if I was done. tu I told him k nahin I was rather calculating his hannibalism. [...]
November 14th, 2006 at 9:58 pm
I like reading people’s job hunting experience esp from pk since i’ll be moving there soon. Im going to be moving through the same feelings soon. Glad you got the job and i hope you enjoy it and feel productive.
PS: dont watch desperate housewives too much. It is the western equivalent of ’saas banay gi bhau’ or ‘kahni her gher ki’ or some other form of turning one’s mind into custard. If you wanna watch a good series, i recommend Star Trek The Next Generation.
November 15th, 2006 at 12:21 am
Sa’ad I second your hopes … with some hope … lolz hmmm I kinda like that saas bahuu dramas too … heheh
Star trek … naah CSI would go star trek bachpan may dekhtay thay :>