Hating the Solitudal BZiness

I don’t know what’s happening these days …. well suddenly at work deadlines have surrounded me — and shoot it seems like I’ll have to work on my weekends too — matlab what the hell if you are working 40 hrs a week then why the heck you’ve to work even more and with NO REBATE – that’s just INSANE. I really dont like bringing work home – and not that I get tense or something alike very easily but just the thought of working on weekends for the coming 2-3 weeks is making me all sucked up of my spirits — Sh*t I even had plans for this week … UFFFFFF {let’s hope I dont bring work home this week at least – yaar deadlines pahlay hi DEAD – lines nahi honi chahiyein}

 Last weekend I spent in lahore and on my way back I was almost holding back my tears ( though a bit slided off too ) – I’m just already so soo sooo much missing ya my sweetheart …. life’s not so good without you - its like talking to ya even on phone makes me cry - I dont know – maybe gloom is in the air – I’m just not getting adjusted to the feeling – whatsoever.

When dreams are disturbing you – days are frustrating you, nights rip you off and thoughts are perplexing – what should one do ?? you cant run away from your thoughts … your soul … it goes on haunting you – in days and nights.