Dreams & Desires

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
– Helen Keller

Once i knew only darkness and stillness…my life was without past or future…but a little word from the fingers of another fell into my hand that clutched at emptiness, and my heart leaped to the rapture of living.
– Helen Keller

These quotes by Helen Keller  motivates me a bit but the demotivation force is much bigger and scarier.
If I start counting my top-of-the-list desires and passions … I want them so badly in my life. People who can help me in achieving those think they are not important … read crap. People who regard them well enough and understand my need to gain them don’t have power to push me enough.

I know Allah can solve all the matters with his one KUN … but what if they are not written in my destiny … what if they’ll remain unattainable desires … what if I won’t ever be good enough to follow my path of dreams towards reality.

The biggest fear be what if my to-be-significant-half won’t  understand my cravings to accomplish my desires.  I don’t expect much from people usually but if the dear ones around discourage you off yout track .. it really hurts.

My dreams .. my desires … doesn’t revolve around “loving and being loved back” only. Yet they are worthwhile to pursue life ahead. Please Allah be with me … !!

May 15th, 2008 1:46 am in Fears

Comments (9)

lizzieMay 15th, 2008 at 2:03 am

you know what I can relate to this post and the state you are in when people who really can do sth for you give a damn..and very very true dreams and desires are beyond loving and being loved back!
*prayers* may your dreams get fulfilled and may God makes the life the way best in ur interest :)

StingerMay 15th, 2008 at 1:25 pm

How can you have some desire which doesn’t involve someone else?

SidhusaahebMay 15th, 2008 at 4:14 pm

Best wishes! :)

VMay 15th, 2008 at 6:25 pm

this is an evil post

(666)

HinaMay 15th, 2008 at 11:31 pm

If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.

–

And you, Asma, you are not living in vain!!

meMay 16th, 2008 at 12:59 am

aliza Ameeen ameeen … hugs and luvz and wishes back for the prayers dear :)
Good thing is my such state of mind can sting me for months still the pain is much avoidable, got me, NO? Dont worry :P Most people dont :P

Stinger I want to be a photoprenuer … it doesn’t involve someone :) it involves me and me only!

Sidhusaaheb Thanksum :D

V Thanks for liking it so much :P

(999)

Hina Oh wow , hun, I feel great :D
But we do spend years of our life in vain :/

ZiosMay 16th, 2008 at 5:40 am

“Photopreneur… me and me”…meaning standing in front of the camera …is called ‘narcissism’ :-P

Demotivation..”yeh tou chaltee hai tujhay ooncha uraaney kay liye “…stop counting on mortal beings who have their own desires, different from you.

Dreams are the biggest reality in this life…just keep looking to where you want to go…and one day inshAllah you will reach there. :-)
Good luck!

lizzieMay 16th, 2008 at 2:44 pm

got it! and why cuz I am kinda simliar to you ppl dont get me and my such thoughts also sting me for months..

meMay 18th, 2008 at 1:25 am

Zios Naah. See In my pics you’ll find anything but humans :) Usually!!

Sirf uuuncha nahi urrati na … it works superbly at times … It does demotivates you.

Will see :~(

Thanks :~)

Lizzie Well, I didnt make my point clearer.. it just goes in back of my mind … focus goes off from the thought but it stays there … something like that :)

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