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Don’t stuff your mind with the things you don’t understand.
Yes, the same fears are back.
Ever wondered how the way of telling things affect your mood. Well they do. Like two persons told me the same thing today. One with affection and in a way that it was light on my mind and heart with nothing about which I should be scared. Yet the other person told me the same thing in a way which raised doubts and fears. At the end, I feel like owner of a thumping heart with shaky soul =\ Sad, the second person was the last in line. Hence I’m uncertain … full of that at the moment.
The desires, fears of losing them all came back running to me again. Swaying in front of me and I dont feel like having the courage to bind them all to me, my heart, and my soul.
I feel like rushing these thoughts towards cheerfulness … Allah help me. Its not easy to share … its not even easy to thrust them on someone. Lingers on till I know. I don’t see this lingering to end in few months time though. I hope and PRAY my path doesn’t leave me to nowhere.
InshAllah things will happen that is better for you. Try to think positive , don’t let other people control your mind anddd…if you can not cut down people with negativity then just make a spam folder for their wisdom.
Everything is going to be bright and colorful…believe in it and Allah will guide you to it, inshAllah!.
I can understand. May Allah help you and does the best. Amen.
One can only do all that is required to be done and leave the rest to the Almighty.
I always found peace in a morning walk…I dont remember the last time I had it but I know that is one peaceful thing to do….to clear your thoughts…clear your mind…
oh yeah and MINT CANDY…
These are the kind of thoughts that make me shoot off inappropriate emails at 4 in the morning
Oh, tension not… try to turn your gloomy thoughts into a happier ones
and its not difficult at all. Try it 
*hugs*
my prayers are with you asma..the sooner you’d try realizing about the future & the sooner you’d try to clear up the uncertainties the better it would be..goodluck: )
Zios Inshah Allah .. you are sucha positivethinker .. May Allah bless you too =)
RaheelAmen amen aur bohat saaray ameeen :~)
Sidhusaaheb Aaaho tay hjaur ki jii :~)
UTP Aww .. mint candy really? Would have to dig that. Morning walk is celestial … but morning walk :O I stay away from anythin healthy strictly.
Absar Awww … cute kid
Umemoo And then the happy thoughts turn into gloomy ones. Its a vicious circle
Hugs back and grabs bushi’s anda paratha 
An ILLuS|OnThanks for the wishes and prayers … at times the realization is not in your own hands naa. You wait for others to take decisions and throw on you =\ But thanks =))