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I’m Asma & not Asthma ~ Thanks.

No I aint crazy or something. Few months back, when the company card  came to me - Guess what was written on it??
Yeah Asthma K. M. :P
And guess what , on that  Have Fun! waala blog of mine someone commented today referring to my name  (mind you: very seriously):
 Does […]

just that words are not coming out :s

The other day I was drinking my tea when Rohaan came like a thunder from some other room. The ja’e namaaz was spread on floor with abu’s jinnah cap lying nearby. Now rohaan sahab came, tried to fit the jinnah cap like a sailor’s cap on his head and sstarted offering namaaz. I quickly (and […]

Ask people around and they have their own reasons. Some were not willing enough to waste their time around. Some didn’t vote because Imran Khan boycotted the elections (its the urban educated population I’m talking about). Still some went to the polling booths just to waste the ballot paper (barra teer maara hay …)
My […]

Clueless not  :)
From here

Part I, Part II, Part III
A year down and I’ve already played with three mobiles: first did bewafayi with me; the second one got stolen; the third one - well, -its still in front of me. I never managed to relate to it (yup i’m talking about mobiles hiii :P)
So now I’m […]

May Kabhi batlata nahi par andheray say darta hoon may Maa
Yun tu may Dikhlata nahin; teri parwah karta hoon may MaaTujhay sab hay patta - Hay naaa Maa
Tujhay sab hay patta - Meri Maaaaa!Bheer may yuun na chorro mujhay
Ghar laut kay bhi aa na paoon Maa
Bhej Naa itna duur mujh ko tuu
Yaad bhi tujh ko […]

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I’m warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens and too many whys
Nobody’s special, nobody’s gifted
I’m just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake, and choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number’s unlisted
Lost […]

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What’s the worst thing in life?

Being loved or left heart-broken.

Wanting to be loved and afraid to tell.

I hate all these feelings and seemingly I’m suffering from them all. I want to be too numb to feel anything yet I want to feel every bit of pain I may be self-inflicting.
If the end comes […]